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I'm a girl who has spent 22 years (& counting) on this earth and still has no sense of direction in life. I have a love for love, music, writing, and a few other things. Laughter is my mask and, to me, a smile is the cure to any illness.

On here you should only expect whatever the @$!% I feel like blogging about...

Oh, I'm Alkin. Enjoy!

*I also write for these blogs...
Music:
polyphonicsoundstream.tumblr.com
Poetry:
rhymes-n-reason.tumblr.com

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5 November 09

*sighs*

I haven’t written in a while…

Updates:

My house is filled with drama. Long story short, my Mom called police on my Dad on Monday (for no reason) and my Dad wasn’t having it so he moved out. Every day he’s been coming to the house to pack up and take a few of his things with him. He’s staying at my older sister’s house until he gets his shit situated. I helped him move some of his stuff tonight and we are supposed to do breakfast tomorrow morning, since he’s going to Haiti on Sunday. :-( I’m a Daddy’s girl so this is kind of sad for me but luckily I’m not like 10 years old so I’m not on the brink of tears but it really bothers me to see my Dad having to deal with this. But its kind of bittersweet because now that my parents won’t be living together, I won’t have to hear all of their arguments all the time BUT my Mom is crazy so to know that I won’t have my Dad to leaven the tension in the house when he comes in town, kills me.

Yup, so thats family life.

My personal life has changed a bit, although I’m still single… *rolls eyes* I know but Step and I are a bit closer. I don’t know if its good or bad because I am a big ball of confusion right now but I am content with the situation for now. For now, we are kind of in limbo. Not really friends, definitely not a couple… I don’t know but what I do know is that I love having that closeness back that we used to have.

So, thats the stagnant love life.

School is wack but I did awesome on my midterms. A’s all across the board except for that one D. :-/

Still can’t find a job, so my pockets still ain’t looking right.

My diet is going swell. Trying to lose a pretty good amount by December 4th.

Uh, yeah thats my life in a nutshell.

Peace.Love.Happiness.Music

Posted: 3:38 PM
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Diary by Wale featuring Marsha Ambrosius

I absolutely heart his album, this track being one of my favs.

Peace.Love.Happiness.Music

Posted: 10:39 AM
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brittnicore:

dustydgaf

Three Six Mafia - Slob On My Knob

This was my shit!!!

Reblogged: brittnicore

3 November 09

Baby call my phone…

I be waitin’ to hear your ring tone…


Lost without my other
Half- how can I live with out you
I don’t want another
That’s why I’m messed up about you

Can’t even dream with out seeing you
Why should I even try to breathe
And everything is off, without you
Guess it’s all my fault, ladies sing the blues

No one could deny it
We were flying like United
thought we’d never be divided
Cause the love we had inside us was…

Inseparable
If youre bumping this song
And you’re searching for the moment when two hearts went wrong
Inseparable
jealous of your love
Cause you swore you’d never ever give it up
Cause you’d thought that ya’ll was
Inseparable
Thought we stay together
Always and forever
But now I see that no one is
Inseparable
Except for us
One of us just got to pick the phone up

Peace.Love.Happiness.Music

Posted: 9:22 PM
skighwalkage:


trappinandfappin:

bobbyism:

=\

<3

 All of hip hop is saddened by this pic.

skighwalkage:

trappinandfappin:

bobbyism:

=\

<3

All of hip hop is saddened by this pic.

Reblogged: skighwalkage

Posted: 2:06 PM
Keston Karter just made my day.
Peace.Love.Happiness.Music

Keston Karter just made my day.

Peace.Love.Happiness.Music

2 November 09

dying ain’t the shit

but its pleasant

kind of quiet

watch my niggas bring the riot

1 November 09

Reblogged: escher

30 October 09
butterfliesatthemailbox:

Jason Derulo
he’s sexy.

Alkin Derulo&#8230; sounds good. To bad you&#8217;re my friend&#8217;s ex.

butterfliesatthemailbox:

Jason Derulo

he’s sexy.

Alkin Derulo… sounds good. To bad you’re my friend’s ex.

Reblogged: butterfliesatthemailbox

Posted: 12:20 PM

I finally saw it…

You know when  the rain clouds part after a horrible storm and you’re just searching for something positive, something to leaven the situation… like a rainbow.

Its like you witnessed this horrible thunder storm and it finally ends and then you’re like “what the hell? what was the whole point of going through this?” and then a beautiful rainbow emerges, glowing in the sky.

I don’t know. I can’t explain it. It sounds kind of corny but I think I finally saw my rainbow  yesterday. Things are starting to become clearer and not look so bad anymore. It feels good. I went to sleep with a smile on my face and I woke up with one…

Now I’m screaming fuck em with a dildo sign. Holla.

Peace.Love.Happiness.Music

Themed by Hunson. Originally by Josh