February 2012
12 posts
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As time goes by I feel a little bit stronger… in every aspect of my life. Physically, emotionally, mentally… I feel myself slowly but surely going where I need to be.
Anywho…. Valentine’s Day is around the corner and I’m not dreading it. If that’s not a sign of some kind of growth, I don’t know what is. Okay, and this is coming from the girl who hated...
“It is the ‘process’ on the way to the dream that transforms you into...”
– Pastor Troy, Potential Church
January 2012
31 posts
“Do something today that moves you closer to the dream that God has put in your...”
– Pastor Troy, Potential Church
Rest Day...
I’ve been working out ridiculously this past week, I had to talk myself into taking a rest day today. I’ve reached my weight loss goal for the week, so the effort to keep that progress going is bursting out the seams…. Anywho… I’ve been good. Starting to find my happy again. I was doing so well and then I lost it. I started focusing on people, things, and events that...
tonight, my heart broke just a little.
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I always feel like I am a true victim of a broken heart… whenever I am (physically) intimate with somebody. I know for sure that I am not over my last relationship. The saved pictures on my phone and hidden keepsakes in my bedroom are evidence of that. But I do feel like I have taken some steps forward. And sometimes I even feel like “Step, who?” Well that is until it’s...
"Delete, Delete, Delete!"
I feel so high tech right now, writing this post on my iPod touch (that I randomly received the other day).
Newho…. Just wanted to get something off my chest. It will be a cold day in Hell before I let some nigga try me in the year of 2012. I got in an argument this morning with one of my old “friends” and I had to remind him that he could easily be replaced. I don’t need...
Insanity...
was ridiculous today…. and on top of that I had to do the workout sick. It was horrible but ending my night on higher vibrations with some Pomegranate White Tea (w/ a shot of Rum… Its really good, you should try it) is guhreat…
I plan to have a good day tomorrow and hopefully feel better… Ugh.
Peace.Love.Happiness.Music
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Goapele- Closer
The King Still Has 1 More Move...
I have been teaching myself to really get in tuned with my feelings. To pay attention to whatever triggers any negative emotions and ignore/avoid it. To stay focused on the positive and attract all that I want to me…. and with all of that I am learning to be in tune with my higher self. Listen and act. Listen and act.
Yesterday, I listened and today I acted. I didn’t realize the power...
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For Your Eyes...
I’m not sure if you’re crazy, arrogant, insensitive, and mean; or just plain old misunderstood. I use to think it was the latter but the way that you deal with situations concerning the people you “care” about is proving me wrong.
I don’t want anything from you. What I did want, you were never prepared to give and I understand that now. All I wanted was to say...
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2012
I made money off of a lap dance and I taught my Dad how to “cook”…SWAG! I couldn’t have started the year off any better. Lol. 2011 was not the greatest year for me but it had a lot of great highlights. I hope that 2012 is even better. I want to be a better me… Physically, mentally, and emotionally. I hope that my family and I become stronger, tighter, and stay in the...
December 2011
27 posts
I got paid today….
I went shopping today….
I got drunk and spent time with family today…
Today was a good great day!
Peace.Love.Happiness.Music
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Paid Vacation....
One of the reasons why I don’t mind working with these bad ass churrin’!!
Peace.Love.Happiness.Music
Xmas Day...
was spent on the dining room floor with a bottle of Chardonnay, crying to Maxwell’s “Pretty Wings” and Cudi’s “Cleveland Is The Reason!”
Why?
Because I’m a drunken hot mess after a few shots of Rum, a couple glasses of Sangria, and bottles of wine.
Christmas just wasn’t Christmas for me this year. I have so much going on in this head of mines, and...
